.Thursday, June 05, 2008 ' 12:21 am Y

a little camwhore-ing won't kill. infact, it makes me happy(:
so, holiday's are herepointless if you ask me its all filled with homework. don't feel like completing it thoughi'd rather complete ALL the studyingfew things to post about1. feeling the pressure greatly. the expectations don't help either. and the absence of certain people makes it harder. i will get through this won't i? ((: you will help me get through this right? (: 2. POP's coming. countdown on sirius' blog is scaryyyy. 23 days =/ i shall save my emo post for the later weeks of the holidays. which is so coming ): i'm going to miss it all although i remember myself saying i will never miss any of it at one point, i know now my fridays will never be filled with as much joy and screaming as it used to be.3. shooting prelims are OVERR! can't heave a sigh of relief. anxiously waiting for the results -crosses fingers. i'll keep my comments on our performance to myself (: GO TEAM 2! ((x just felt like i underperformed ):4. my favourite haunt now is currently at 62 Taman Setia 9/11, Johor Baru. for those who're clueless its my residence overseas. i swear it is freaking HOT (as in prettayye). and i have a room to myself. finally. after 16 years. the view from the garden is to die for and the ambiance at night is also another to-die-for factor (: when its a cool night, feels like i'm in an air-conditioned room. i really love clearing my mind and locking myself in my room and blasting the radio and just dance my troubles away. because after that, studying is a breeze(: will post pictures once all the construction is done! i love my home(:5. watched ayat-ayat cinta yesterday. was really touched and sad but managed to control the emotions. clap for me ((x i love movie dates with the sis. really makes my day. rocks to have siblings that are wayyyy older than you, you know. they're ever willing to help me financially (especially since they can't academically) or lend a listening ear when i'm down. and the sis is always ever willing to go crazy with me when i need to let loose and telling me all the love stories and teaching me about relationships that i might encounter in future. i really do treasure such crazy sessions with my sis. and deardear grace ang caught me while i was going psycho with my lovely sis. like the book i'm ATTEMPTING to read "Smart VS Pretty" i think it really is true. she's the pretty one OF COURSE. im not smart but im smarter than her and my entire family tree (x but the weird thing is, we are rarely and almost NEVER at loggerheads. infact we swear and curse together alot HAHA. okay enough about the sis (x6. BUDAKK, this is for you! PLEASEPLEASE takecare of yourself =X now that i can't keep constant contact with you i can't ensure that you're taking care of yourself. don't make me nag and scold you like today okayy! i don't like to sound like your mother horh. but if that's what will make you listen then i will willingly continue nagging. it's my obligation to as your bully (: ANW, this bully loves her budak (:okay that's all for now. the fcktard's coming home, need to leave my sis' room already (: bye my loves, don't miss me =X
P.S. my nephew has a TAXI buttock (inside joke). he has hot legs though.