.Thursday, September 04, 2008 ' 9:29 pm Y
had physics extra lesson todaystarted doing the mock paperit just shows one thing, it just shows one thing. i'm so not prepared for whatever assessments that are comingafter going through the papers, i realised that my ability to do physics has severely deprovedwhat is becoming of me? to think of it, most likely my results for prelims is going be far worse than todayconsidering the fact that i didn't exactly find it challenging while attempting, and prelims were a killertoday, mr yau talked to the classdon't they see what's exactly the root of the decline in results. it's highly frustrating how much effort may have been put in yet the result just don't show. maybe i'm not doing enoughi hope what mr yau said is going to push me a little harder to reach my goalspast few days left me thinking, a little too much actuallymaybe i'm going through yet another state of confusion. what's exactly going on i have no idea, heart overruling the mind againi just want to be enlightened. thinking of all of this is leaving me feeling lost and confusedi'm hoping i didn't imply anything weird. i didn't want it to be like this. i'm just, confused.maybe i should take her advice and talk it all out. but i'm ashamed to be in this statep.s. i love you ((:i would hold you in my arms, i would take the pain awayThank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakesThere's nothing i wouldn't do to hear your voice againSometimes i want to call you, but i know you won't be thereand i;ve hurt myself by hurting you =/
♥AZRINAris