.Monday, September 08, 2008 ' 6:31 pm Y
school started today. felt really reluctant to make my way to school. but thanks to dear flea who convince me that school wouldn't be bad. thanks dear! love you manymany!(: hey, remember okay, OPTIMISM iS KEY (:basically today was getting back of prelim papers and jc talks after school. got back english, h.malay, ss, geography and chemistry. underperformed for all. b3, c6, c6, b4(physical a2, human c6), F9)): i'm hoping that the papers we're getting back tomorrow would be less of a disappointment. of course physics, i'm hoping for at least a pass. let's hope that my history would bring up the combined humans grade. its going to suck if my l1r5 for prelims is to be far worse than midyears. although the results were not that bad a disappointment as i expected except for geography that is a complete letdown. chemistry is not a shocker, considering i didn't study. all i'm worrying about now is how the father is going to react to the results. hopefully i'll still have my life and that i won't completely lose faith in myself. currently telling myself that this is the result of not working hard, but the reason i don't work hard is due to complacency. so i'm telling this to everyone, don't tell me that i will do fine and all that. although that's what i want to hear, tell me that i MUST study and scold me for being complacent. you'll be doing me a favour. THANK YOU(:jc talks today. i don't see a point. i still want to go there. although i am seriously doubting my abilities. so i guess all the jc talks does serve a purpose after all. just in case i won't make it to the desired jc (: wish me luck! bye people, posting 2 hilarious videos later. enjoy!
♥AZRINAris