.Tuesday, October 14, 2008 ' 5:39 pm Y
okay, i'm sorry i've not been updating. so many major events have passed since the last time i've updated. this blog is going to be dead. i've got another way to pen down my thoughts you see (:
well, lets see what has happened since the 28th of sept
1 oct; HARI RAYA
it was nice spending the day with my beloved syakirin aka keyreen (: photos will be up soon. well, it was on this day that i got pretty upset with someone, and if not for my lovely cousin, i would've screamed at you. gosh- okay whatever. it was a pretty boring hari raya this year. i didn't care at all about the collection. i guess its because i finally see the true meaning of hari raya, and it does not always revolve around the money. another thing is most likely because its the first hari raya in 2 years i was not talking to some people. it made me miss you. ah, crap.
2 oct; LAST OFFICIAL DAY OF LESSONS
okay, it was not as bad as i expected, but it made me realise how much i'm going to miss my dearest table partner. she's the smallest, most retarded yet cutest table partner ever. i'm going to miss our random conversations on post its (we talk on post it so that we won't get scolded for talking). i'll save all this for the post when i'll be talking about cedar memories(:
3 oct; official last day of school
the day started with a message from SOMEONE who said she'll miss me. oh, i'll make sure you never forget you said that. HAHA(x then it was first period of cleaning the classroom. then it was talktalktalk until it was time for grad day rehearsal. the first half of the day was basically spent getting us to our seats and getting organised. such a waste of time, i swear. then recess, oh the drama. HAHA three years babe! finally the burden is gone ((: glad we've sorted things out yeah?(: recess was VERY emotional for me, i guess. said my final farewell to a friend, which left me sobbing in class all alone after that(thank god everyone was busy taking photos in the canteen). okay, so i cry alot okay. sue me -.- then it was time for the rehearsal. boring, until it reached the end. they started playing music and allowed us to dance. but as usual, 4N was the most dead class ever. except for the same few, the rest will always be sitting down and staring. but, whatever, i had fun(:
4 oct; GRADUATION =/
ah, it was a very emotional day. firstly met up with sirius for ppmacs breakfast. the last time that happened was june! OMG, or at least i think its june. i was the first to reach, as usual. then debbie. we chionged grad notes before came. we shared a meal, and the ten of us that came down headed to school. thought we were late, but turned out there was still lots of time to go so went around giving letters to friends, taking photos and i was desperately finding ms wan. but she was not around ): THEN, while i was walking around with grace ang, met the other grace along the way, and i couldn't stop laughing after that. that girl leaves me laughing all the time okay. geez. then graduation. blahblahblah. sing the 3 different songs, cried, hugged people and all the drama. you catch the drift(: while i was up on that stage, singing the different songs, i couldn't help but think of you. how you were there in almost all the sweetsweet memories i had. i realised i was crying mostly because i saw her at the back of the hall, and couldn't help but feel my heart ache as i know its all me now, and all that was holding on to are nothing but sheer memories. nonetheless, i would like to thank you for being there for me when i needed you, and that i'll never forget you. even if i let go and move on, i know that the times we've had together are priceless and irreplacable. dear you, i love you. and i just can't help but say, i'll miss you when i'm gone. well, i already do actually =/
7 oct; STUDY DATEmet up with twin at bishan library to study. saw tiffany with her FRIEND there. basically, the day was not productive as i had many things running through my mind. i'm glad i had time to talk to my twin. it's been very long since we had a decent conversation like that. i'm going to miss all this smallsmall moments with all my friends. considering we might go our separate ways next year.okay, the next few days, i don't remember what days they were, but it consisted of a sleepover at my lovely keyreen's place(: lovely. real lovely. i really love it how i can just tell her everything and although she's younger and more fiesty than i am, she gives real good advice. set me back on the right track. oh keyreen, if you're reading this, I PROMISE I'M TRYING TO STOP IT. if you know what i mean ((: oh, and i found out something during the sleepover. i'm related to zulfarhan! that's just plain weird. we were watchmates and have known each other from december but only found out like few days ago. haha11 oct; open house at 62 Jln Setia 9/11it was a pretty hectic weekend. i can't say i didn't enjoy myself because the little adorable kids made my day. especially my lovely alyaa and mik, and the 5 month old HAIDA(i have no idea if i'm spelling it right) she's just the sweetest little cousin i've had so far. her eyes are so huge i melted the moment she entered the gate. i grabbed her even before they entered the house and i didn't let go. how i wished i could have another niece or nephew soon, though its highly impossible 'cause the siblings are not planning on having anymore. i want a baby in the house again. now i'm looking forward to yin and nana's newborns. it's going to be so fun(: i love babies SOOOO MUCH(: ah, i've run out of things to say. i know this post is very disjointed and all, but i don't care. i've just been really pms-y lately. so if i've said anything mean or hurtful to anyone, please don't take it to heart, because i didn't mean it =/ ohohoh, i forgot to mention that i cut my hair again (: i think i look weird though. i'll update all photos in the next post. from hari raya and stuff. get readyyyy. HAHAalrighty, bye people. i miss you very much. especially you ):
♥AZRINAris