ah, this past few weeks, i've been having more trouble going to bed. godknowswhy. doesn't help that 12 jan is approaching really fast and i've been missing all my dearest friends very much.
i miss my twins, its been so long since i last spoke to either of you.i miss my debbietan. oh darling, i cannot wait to go out with you and treat you. i've missed you so bad. did you get me anything from korea or not? date soon pleasei miss mary, i don't even know how the new zealand trip was/if you're back already.i miss grace(ang) the girl that never fails to make me enjoy morning assemblies (after she stepped down of course), and i miss bullying you!!!i miss jamien and our daily comments on teacher's fashion sense, the ncc people commanding, and everything that happens during morning assembly.i miss hanyouting!!! my dearest tablepartner. i can giggle and laugh for hours when i read through our post-it conversations. i miss you table partner, alotalotalot.i miss foohuichun and her constantly asking about whether certain people are lesbian or not (HAHAHA) and her varying hairstyles.i miss so many other people but i just can't bear to type it all out. i hate being up at this hour, all i do is thinkthinkthink if redundant and ridiculous things. anyhow, i had a very weird conversation with zulfarhan just now. haha, left me confused, sad, and relieved at the same time. hahaha, i miss that basket. hahaha, and everyone in obs (okay maybe not all :D)
i don't understand. jeez i know that she means alot to you, but to lie? thanks. i know you're unhappy and i just want to apologise. it was nice being your friend (if i even was)