.Saturday, January 03, 2009 ' 6:51 pm Y
okay, yayy changed blogskin. i changed also because kirin was making me find skins for her and i feel in love with this (: but then the font colour cannot vary much, because i don't know how to add background. someone help me? pleaseeeee :D
okay so new year! whoopee? goodbye '08, hello '09. it'll be a year full of new experiences, new friends, new additions to the family and of course new school. the memories of '08 will remain with me for a long time. i'm so not going to have a new year post thanking people, because if you mean alot to me, you'd know it and i need not say it here. honestly speaking, i'm not looking forward to the year ahead. i don't like change, i live my life like a routine, and to have it changed will be really hard for me to cope. for instance, during the holidays nov/dec '08, i had no homework/cca and i felt restless and i was just feeling weird. insomnia kicked in (thumby, your faulttttttt!).
okay, i lazy talk about new year. i'm starting work on tues, meaning i'm missing date with flippy and floppy. howw?!?! we've not seen each other for so long already. sorry dearest babes, i completely forgot about work ): sorry okay! =/ have fun while you guys out, okay you all DEFINITELY WILL :D
past few days have been pretty ridiculous, and i'm kinda hating the stay at home. all i ever think of is resultsresultsresults. the panic attacks have been getting worse day by day.
ytd was by far the worst. sorry everyone if i was a wreck ytd ): not helping that some stuff have cropped up at home, and i'm kinda lost at what's happening. parents never tell me anything, fearing i'm not matured enough to handle the info. annoying, much. i think my house is being used as a warehouse, and a place to seek refuge. the parents forever not being home (like now) also means that there's barely any food around. and i don't get money -.-, okay that doesn't count cuz i got my pay already but still!
okayokay, i think that's enough complaining. on the bright side, going out with KEE tmr. up close and personal with taufik (: exciting, much :D must meed rasyiqah before that to get the tickets. thanks hun, for getting the tickets for me (:
THUMBY; NAHHH, i finished already! HAPPY? tskk- annoying
woman girl you! sheesh!
♥AZRINAris