.Wednesday, October 21, 2009 ' 2:08 am Y
wassupp! it's freaking 2.10am ): there's been a huge inconsistency of my updates. sorry uh, busybusy. many events and stuff happened, some good, some amazing, some heartbreaking, but yeah let's just think happy thoughts (:
open house, jalan raya with sayang all :D, training training training. somewhere in the middle of all this commotion of training, soccer girls and guys organised some match to raise funds for typhoon parma victims[epic failure btw]. promos results, blahblahblah. my life is dreary and dull, i'm so sorry. i'm sure noone comes here any more, so whatevs!
deepavali weekend was spent with the family at jb. thanks for keeping me company though, made it less unbearable (: life's been basically all about pwsoccerschool. nothing else, as irritatingly annoying as that can be. i want a life! D: i can do this i can do this i can do this!
anywayssssssss, tmr is the last day of official lessons until after OP[screw itttt]. i was expecting tomorrow to be an amazingly happy day where i'd be high all through the day, but obviously things just don't happen the way you want it to. so now, it's just going to be a typical day where i'd be sian ttm.
you have no idea how you're ruining my life each day. the expections you make me face is killing me, don't you see that? i get upset because i know i have not met your mark, and you'd just make me feel like the most horrible girl on the face of this earth who's too dumb to be associated with you. as much as i love you, what you're doing to me is making me hate you. and please, stop using that line on me, it ain't working anymore. i am no longer that naive idiot you raised tyvm.
♥AZRINAris