.Tuesday, March 30, 2010 ' 1:37 am Y
ah, fuck it i tell you
underappreciated is what i feel now
but, well what's there to appreciate anyways, i'll always be a bitch in your eyes.
to think i was actually beginning to trust you
fuck you lahhh, i told you only because i thought you should
bitch, i can't stand this anymore, how fake can you get?
i guess it's when you genuinely want to help someone that they misjudge you
assumptions; they can be the most deadly, i swear
looking through old photos made me miss how things were, how circumstances were totally different
"...nobody said it was easy
noone ever said it would be so hard
i'm going back to the start..."
i still rmbr how i cried on open house when i was sitting with deborah and amirah during ed's performance. it was really apt and sitting with those two in vj, after all that we've been through. gosh, i hate everyone/everything that made me drift from the two of them.
you'll never know, bitch